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THE PAIN LEAVES

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THE PAIN ALWAYS LEAVES

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BUT HAVING ENDURED NEVER DOES

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- Where is it?
- The bridge. Male. 39 years old.

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He was on the brink.
Bankrupt, getting divorced, and on pills.

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From his social media, he's been
getting worse for the last three days.

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I'll tell you the rest on the way.

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- Ismail?
- On his way.

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Let me know.

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What are you doing?

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- He won't jump.
- Won't you try talking him down?

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Did you speak to Aylin?

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He's a mess.

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He means it.

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He wouldn't look down
if he was going to jump.

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<i>Yes, it's true.</i>

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<i>You won't jump if you look down.</i>

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<i>You won't jump if you think about
what happens after death.</i>

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<i>Suicide is a cry for help.</i>

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<i>You go there to make peace.</i>

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<i>To make peace between life and death,
between man and fate,</i>

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<i>and between you and the rest of the world.</i>

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<i>Their flesh is too much for their bones.</i>

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<i>I take their pain away.</i>

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<i>I make it more normal.</i>

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<i>All people are the same.</i>

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<i>I tell them they are not alone.</i>

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<i>So that they realize the life they have.</i>

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<i>I make them breath the bitter air of death
which hurts the back of your throat.</i>

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<i>Think about the children
who ring the doorbell and then run away.</i>

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<i>I'm the same, knocking the death's door</i>

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<i>and running away from there with them.</i>

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<i>Then the next one, then the next.</i>

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<i>Every time they give up.</i>

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<i>I have one more reason to live.</i>

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- Where is he?
- I don't know.

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He won't open up to us...

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<i>Unless we try to kill ourselves.</i>

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<i>That's the kind of man he is.</i>

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<i>He's only interested in suicidal people.</i>

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<i>He's so strange.</i>

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<i>Just when I think I have him figured out,
he slips through my fingers.</i>

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<i>He seems to always be bleeding.</i>

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- What are you doing tonight?
- Nothing.

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How about dinner?

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I don't feel like it.

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I thought...

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- I thought since today's...
- What?

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The anniversary of your father's...

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Let me know if he calls.

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EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW
ABOUT NORWAY'S FJORDS

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He jumped.

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Fuck you.

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Tea, please.

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Be honest, you doubted yourself
for a second there.

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Why would you get up there
if you don't really mean it?

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He wants attention.

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It was freezing.
He clogged up the traffic for hours.

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I mean... Why would you...

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Yeah, you're right.
I guess it's what we do.

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You should've seen the chief.

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He was so impressed by you.

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He thinks you have a covert agreement
with these non-jumpers.

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How's your mom?

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We'll see.

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She has her doctor's appointment today.
My sister's taking her to Rize.

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- Say hi for me.
- Sure.

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Will you stop by the clinic?

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There is a match tonight.

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I've bet on it.

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I've bet on Real...

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- Well, good luck.
- What?

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You think they can't win?

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Just saying...

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You'll get wiser when you lose...

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Ah, come on! It's Real...

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CHILD PSYCHIATRY CLINIC

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Where is it?

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- Come on, Sahir!
- I just need a signature.

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- Sahir...
- Yes, we're both going to burn. Signature.

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How many times have I told you?
You're supposed to know better.

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You went to school for it.

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- I skipped most of my classes.
- This drug is poison.

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- It's not for me.
- It will kill you.

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It's not that easy to die.

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Take it from someone who knows.

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- Trust me.
- Sahir!

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Are you seeing a therapist?

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I don't even want to see myself
in the mirror, let alone a therapist.

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<i>Can!</i>

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<i>I saw you through the curtains.
Open up!</i>

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<i>Don't make it harder.</i>

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<i>Open up!</i>

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I didn't realize it was you.

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- What's going on?
- Nothing.

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- Do you have some beer?
- Of course.

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Thanks.

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- What's this?
- Let go of me.

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Yesterday was a hard day.

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You attempt suicide twice a year

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and you still muck it up.
Shame on you!

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The maid found me.

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I forgot she was coming.

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She found me.

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What? I forgot!

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Either take life or death seriously.

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Snacks?

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I called Eda over.

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She's worried about you.

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- Why would she care?
- Why do you think?

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Stop fucking cutting your wrists.

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Take your pills.

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Love Eda.

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I can't do that.

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- I don't want her to suffer if I die.
- Then don't die.

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Don't die.
Try being happy for once.

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Don't die!

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Are you an idiot?

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- I'll go get some snacks.
- Great idea.

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Where are you going?

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He's yours.

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Snacks?

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Not today. Please not today.

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I'm listening.

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What's his name?

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Savas Kurtulus.

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Where?

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<i>Beylerbeyi stadium.</i>

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Ex-pro soccer player.
Savas Kurtulus.

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He was a top scorer.

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No obvious troubles.

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<i>The guard turned on the floodlights.</i>

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<i>He's sitting on the field
with a gun in his hand.</i>

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Still married, happy family.

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Financially well-off. No social media.

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I found some pictures his friends posted.

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<i>Nothing out of the ordinary.</i>

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<i>They have been champions
for three years in a row.</i>

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<i>Played in Italy for half a season.</i>

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<i>That's it.</i>

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<i>I'll keep looking.</i>

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Has a daughter named Ayse.

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Please not today.

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Don't let them come any closer.
He's not playing.

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Why here?

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- Go away.
- Wish I could.

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Hey! I said leave!

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- I'm already here...
- I said go away.

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- I might as well try to help.
- I said go away.

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You've been around for 50 years.

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You can wait five more minutes.

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"Stop crying, take the foul!"

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It was like that, right? Sure...

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He rolls over on the pitch
just because he lightly kicked.

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You go to him.

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"Stop crying, take the foul!"

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That's what you say, right?

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That makes sense.

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A foul can turn into an opportunity.

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Maybe a corner kick. Maybe a goal.

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You never know what might happen.

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But crying?

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That doesn't do anybody any good.

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- You don't know what this is.
- Oh, and you do?

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Fuck off.

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That's the most sincere suggestion
I've heard today.

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Thank you!

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I wish I could leave you to it.
But this is what I do, you see?

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- I said fuck off.
- I will. But let's have some tea first.

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Divine.

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Tastes so good.

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I have this friend, Ismail. From Rize.

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His mother is a tea farmer.
You wouldn't believe it.

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Been lifting heavy her whole life.

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This bone right here? She's missing it.

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I realized it one day when my hand
disappeared into her chest.

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It was weird.

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Last month, out of nowhere,
she had to have her stomach removed.

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You're trying to buy time.
It won't work. I made up my mind.

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Shit! Sahir, I found something.

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Sahir, can you hear me?

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Sahir!

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Sahir!

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Stop removing your radio.

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- Talk into this. I'll leave it here.
- Shut it off.

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It's a good idea
to leave something behind.

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My father is dead.

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I wish I had a voice recording
of my father's.

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Let it record. Maybe someone
would like to listen someday.

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I'm not mad.
Stop trying to trick me.

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I want to die, I will die,
and this is where I will do it.

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I'm intruding, right?

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The star player shoots himself dead

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in the middle of the field.

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They come here...

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A huge field.

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A lone man lying in the middle of it.

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What an image.

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But it doesn't work
if I'm here to witness it.

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I have great respect
for the people who commit suicide.

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But I'll give you a secret.

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Since you care about
how this all looks,

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then you're not
as detached as you think.

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Fine! I'll drink the fucking tea.

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Nice, isn't it?

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They love you, you know...

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The people of Rize.
You played for Rize, right?

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Of course you did.

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You're Savas the Great.

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Of course!

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That last-minute goal you scored
was something to see.

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You beat Trabzon that day.

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That was really something.

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Thirty thousand people.

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Dead quiet.

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How can you top that?

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It's all downhill from there, right?

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What else could ever compare?

219
00:23:04,360 --> 00:23:09,240
Keep talking and I'll do it
right in front of you.

220
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They say a barking dog seldom bites.

221
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Threats hurt your credibility. I'll go.

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00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:17,240
Are you crazy?

223
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That's rich, coming from a man
with a death wish.

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Fuck right off now.

225
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I'll go if you tell me what it was like
after you scored that goal.

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You walked off the field,
and it was all downhill from there.

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What happened to you, Savas? Tell me.

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Tell me.

229
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Does your wife know?

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Savas!

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Calm down.

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Give me one good reason.
It's not about soccer.

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Not about your family.
You're not sick. You're not mad.

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Give me a reason, Savas. Tell me.

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00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:11,320
Is it about your wife?

236
00:24:14,360 --> 00:24:15,640
Is there someone else?

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She's dead.

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What?

239
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:33,280
So what? We all die.

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She hung herself.

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Aylin, stop!

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00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:05,200
Sahir!

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Make her leave!

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00:25:10,480 --> 00:25:11,480
Aylin, go away!

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00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:14,760
Leave!

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00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,880
Make her leave.

247
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:23,360
It's fine, Savas. She's gone.

248
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,240
You thought it was her, right?

249
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:35,960
You thought you saw her.

250
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Do you see her often?

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00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:44,880
- You don't know.
- I do.

252
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:48,200
- What do you know?
- I still see her!

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- You're lying.
- My wife killed herself two years ago.

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00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:54,440
I see her everywhere I go.

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00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:57,440
Everywhere...

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00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:00,760
I try to talk to her,
but she won't talk back.

257
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,920
I try touching her, but I can't.

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00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:07,880
- You're lying.
- I'd give everything just to touch her.

259
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:13,160
I've tried killing myself so many times,
but I can't bring myself to do it.

260
00:26:16,080 --> 00:26:17,680
What if she's watching?

261
00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:20,800
What if she sees that I can't do it.

262
00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:25,000
She can watch all she wants.
I don't care.

263
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,240
She did this to me.

264
00:26:30,800 --> 00:26:34,720
You wouldn't want her to go through
what you've gone through, would you?

265
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:38,360
I couldn't do this to her.

266
00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:42,400
I can't take it. I can't do it anymore.

267
00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:45,000
Do me a favor.

268
00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:50,320
Do me a favor and I'll let you go.

269
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:55,960
Do me in first.

270
00:26:58,360 --> 00:26:59,440
Then kill yourself.

271
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:02,920
- No.
- I can't do it.

272
00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:07,520
I'm begging you. Do it for me.

273
00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:11,680
Save me from this life, too.

274
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:14,080
Do it, Savas!

275
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:18,040
No one gets it. No one but you.

276
00:27:18,120 --> 00:27:20,600
Only you can get it.

277
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:26,840
I'm ready to go, Savas. Do it.

278
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:44,360
What if she disappeared altogether?

279
00:27:51,120 --> 00:27:55,400
At least she's still there,

280
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,400
even if I can't touch her,

281
00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:03,600
even if she doesn't say anything.

282
00:28:04,360 --> 00:28:05,600
It's still something.

283
00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:07,880
What if I die

284
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:11,040
and she's not there?

285
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,120
What if...

286
00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:19,360
What if I never

287
00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:23,760
see her ever again?

288
00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:29,840
What if that's what hell is?

289
00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:07,040
I'm here...

290
00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:08,680
I'm here for you.

291
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:17,440
I'll handle the rest.

292
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:40,400
Sahir.

293
00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:50,000
I'm sorry. I found out too late.

294
00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:52,920
You shouldn't have removed your radio.

295
00:29:56,040 --> 00:29:57,680
You shouldn't have...

296
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,400
His first wife...

297
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:04,400
Never feed me misinformation ever again.

298
00:30:04,480 --> 00:30:07,200
Don't tell me what you don't know.

299
00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:11,920
- The radio is so that...
- No more mistakes.

300
00:31:57,720 --> 00:31:58,720
He's sleeping.

301
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,160
I still wish...

302
00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:18,720
You hadn't scored that goal.

303
00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:21,200
Savas the Great.

304
00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:43,160
Good morning.

305
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:48,720
Opening time already?

306
00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:52,520
Have some tea.

307
00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:00,000
Still can't sleep in your own bed?

308
00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:09,480
You started seeing Ekin again?

309
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:12,040
Nothing out of the ordinary.

310
00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:17,800
I thought you'd started
seeing a therapist.

311
00:34:18,640 --> 00:34:21,040
- Why would I?
- It might help.

312
00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:27,920
Even you've started talking
to me about therapy.

313
00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:30,480
I guess.

314
00:34:31,440 --> 00:34:33,080
Stop smoking on an empty stomach.

315
00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:37,440
- Never mind me. Look after yourself.
- Why's that?

316
00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:41,600
If something happens to you,
there won't be anyone left who knows me.

317
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:46,160
Why not try getting to know yourself?

318
00:34:46,240 --> 00:34:50,800
- I wish I could.
- You don't have to do this, you know.

319
00:34:51,440 --> 00:34:55,800
You're standing at the gates of hell,
determined not to let anyone through.

320
00:34:58,720 --> 00:35:01,440
- It's the only thing that helps.
- Does it help the pain?

321
00:35:02,480 --> 00:35:03,640
It does.

322
00:35:06,720 --> 00:35:08,120
But the scars remain.

323
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:09,560
So this is you not in pain?

324
00:35:10,240 --> 00:35:13,280
- What do you want from me?
- Put something underneath that.

325
00:35:22,280 --> 00:35:24,320
This is not how you get over death.

326
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,800
You're not God.
You're not to blame for everything.

327
00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:32,600
- It's not your fault.
- Then whose is it?

328
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,160
- Sometimes there's no blame to be found.
- No.

329
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:39,240
Ekin would still be here
if it weren't for me. See?

330
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:42,400
They would've turned her
into a vegetable. That's no life!

331
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:45,400
At least it's not death!

332
00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:46,480
Ekin is dead.

333
00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:02,640
You save them to atone for her.

334
00:36:04,240 --> 00:36:06,680
The only one I'm saving is myself.

335
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:09,160
And I can't even do that!

336
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:11,920
I can't do it.

337
00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:15,680
How else are you supposed to cope?

338
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:19,800
This is it.

339
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:24,040
You have any other ideas?

340
00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:28,800
Then you keep going.

341
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:32,680
You stop whining.

342
00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:37,000
You learn to take it.

343
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:41,160
You sleep in your own bed.

344
00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:02,080
Where are you going?

345
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:09,920
Sit and eat.

346
00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:17,080
Last night, for the first time in years,
I looked myself in the mirror.

347
00:37:20,960 --> 00:37:22,080
It was like

348
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:26,520
seeing a hollowed-out tree.

349
00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:55,200
Excuse me.

350
00:37:57,840 --> 00:37:59,600
Are you Sahir Kaan?

351
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:07,440
I'm Savas Kurtulus's daughter, Ayse.

352
00:38:11,240 --> 00:38:13,800
I wanted to thank you in person.

353
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:19,400
We're eternally grateful.

354
00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:24,880
This is my grandmother.

355
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:29,760
I'm sorry for what happened.

356
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,480
If you need anything...

357
00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:38,400
I've been looking all over for you.

358
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,000
- What is it?
- Just come with me.

359
00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:41,960
Okay...

360
00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:44,200
I'm sorry.

361
00:38:47,800 --> 00:38:50,040
Come on, sit.

362
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:53,600
What's your problem?

363
00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,880
Do you know how many complaints I get?

364
00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:03,560
- Why would they complain?
- You're reckless.

365
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:06,600
You never follow protocol.

366
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:12,360
You do anything and everything
that you're not supposed to do.

367
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:15,360
You don't listen to anyone.

368
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:21,040
Tell them to mind their own business.

369
00:39:22,720 --> 00:39:26,320
You're legally obliged
to talk to a therapist.

370
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,880
But you're doing it.

371
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:34,640
He sucks.

372
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:40,760
Sahir, you can't keep doing this.

373
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:43,640
You can't take such risks.

374
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:48,040
You shouldn't have left him
on the bridge.

375
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:50,160
When have I failed you when it counted?

376
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:13,320
Savas!

377
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:18,120
He jumped!

378
00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:20,120
Oh, shit!

379
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:27,120
Is he dead?

380
00:41:20,480 --> 00:41:22,720
Someone here to see you.

381
00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:37,800
He left this for you.

382
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:49,960
Keep him in your thoughts.

383
00:42:16,480 --> 00:42:20,040
WHAT IF WE GO AND THEY'RE THERE?

384
00:44:30,960 --> 00:44:31,960
Hello?

385
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:31,880
Aylin, where exactly is it?

386
00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:34,160
<i>What's the name of the bar?</i>

387
00:45:34,240 --> 00:45:37,840
Ska2. That's where he was seen last.

388
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:39,280
<i>Ska2.</i>

389
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:44,320
<i>OK, got it. I'm going in.</i>

390
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:46,000
Let me know when you find it.

391
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:35,440
How did you get away?

392
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:39,880
Never mind that.

393
00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:43,960
- Your father's alive.
- What?

394
00:46:44,040 --> 00:46:46,160
Keep your face hidden.

395
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:51,000
How?

396
00:46:55,000 --> 00:46:56,200
How could he be alive?

397
00:47:00,800 --> 00:47:03,760
It's all hidden
in the algorithm in the watch.

398
00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:23,960
Look what they have done to us.

399
00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:41,640
Bilge, it's all in the watch.
You have to solve it.

400
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:51,160
You're better at this than I am.
You can find where he is.

401
00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:53,840
Don't go! Don't leave me!

402
00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:57,480
They don't know who you are.
It's me they're after.

403
00:47:58,000 --> 00:48:01,240
You need to stay hidden.
I'll contact you when I can.

404
00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:49,000
Are you in line for the...

405
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:15,920
Shit.

406
00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:07,760
One... Three.. Two...

407
00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:10,640
Three... Five...

408
00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:13,480
Eight... 13...

409
00:51:13,560 --> 00:51:15,880
21... 34...

410
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:16,960
25...

411
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:19,680
One... Two...
Three... Five... Eight...

412
00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:22,240
21... 34... 76... 89...

413
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:20,040
Ekin?

414
00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:21,120
Ekin?

415
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:23,600
<i>Come to the Kemerli bridge.</i>

416
00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:25,920
<i>A woman is about to jump...</i>

417
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:20,080
Go away!

418
00:54:23,240 --> 00:54:24,480
Who are you?

419
00:54:26,600 --> 00:54:27,720
Don't come any closer!

420
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:32,520
Who called me?

421
00:54:32,600 --> 00:54:34,720
- Who are you?
- I said go away!

422
00:54:35,920 --> 00:54:38,640
Tell me who you are
and I'll leave you to it.

423
00:54:39,240 --> 00:54:40,480
I don't care.

424
00:54:44,080 --> 00:54:45,320
Who are you?